ME!!!!!!

I turned 22 in october and im Having my second baby boy in Jan. Im scared but so excited at the same time. (Emery will have a best friend for life) Matthew (my husband) and I have picked out a name but lately I have been thinking I want to change it. Joshua Michal Merritt to a differenrt first name keeping the same middle and of course same last name. Need to see what my husband says.

I really want to go to school and do something with my life. I want to Follow a dream that i know is still out there waiting for me.

I also want to follow my husbands dream but unfortuantly Icannot do both. I need to think whats best for my boys. And right now again unfortunatly its not following any dream and comming up with a new dream that Emery, joshua, Matt and I can all follow and love. I just really want whats best for my two boys.

HOTWHEELS

Its amazing to me how a few hot wheels keeps Emery (19 month's old) entertained for hours. As were walking threw the toy isle if he sees them he will start pointing and wanting them. We have a whole bunch here at Grandma (Toni's) house and he has them Every were. he aslo loves the beadden neckalecs and puts them in a purse and walks around with them.
He loves going out side and going on the big boy swings and does very good on them. hasnt fallen once.

Em

Emery is a year old still not walking with out being held up by a cofe table couch or me. and still only saying mamma and thats only at times. hmmmmmm i really want him to start talking it would be such a joy. i even more want him to be walking. he did stand all on his own for about a min so maybe he is getting brave enough cross your fingers.

Almost a year

Emery is almost 1 im so excited. I have decorations picked out but now i need to decide the cake. im so excited to get emery new toy's cloths and whatever else i want to have him open for his birthday. :) im way excited.

Emery is almost walking and has 8 teeth. he still rather crawl than walk but thats fine with me. says mamma still but no other words but thats ok too.