ME!!!!!!

I turned 22 in october and im Having my second baby boy in Jan. Im scared but so excited at the same time. (Emery will have a best friend for life) Matthew (my husband) and I have picked out a name but lately I have been thinking I want to change it. Joshua Michal Merritt to a differenrt first name keeping the same middle and of course same last name. Need to see what my husband says.

I really want to go to school and do something with my life. I want to Follow a dream that i know is still out there waiting for me.

I also want to follow my husbands dream but unfortuantly Icannot do both. I need to think whats best for my boys. And right now again unfortunatly its not following any dream and comming up with a new dream that Emery, joshua, Matt and I can all follow and love. I just really want whats best for my two boys.